World War

Maybe its after few hour or FEW MINUTE!!my mother come back from her another travel.

then the war will get start,I have to face her.

My mom is getting damn mad and both of my sis picked up all the thing even thought her mask.

They shift back to my old house and maybe will never come back anymore..=(

then my bro is closed himself in his room.wth.they drop me alone & I'm the eldest in my house now.
just wait to die ,I scare !my heart is gonna get crush!BUT! actually I dont know what the hell exacly happend!I dont know why my mother getting angry

so I shall better go to study now

will that happen all my birthday plan='(

My Early Holiday

I didn't go to school for yesterday and also today because.....

I attacking by H1N1!!wth.joke joke joke.but I really thought like that ,I sick ,so sick,I fever & cough =(

damn scared you know..I thought I will get a special 18th birthday if I spend it in hospital, I thought it will be the most unforgettable birthday of my whole life if I get H1N1.but!finally I got well!

I wasn't felt well on monday~I already knew I going to sick during my recess time.So I wearing mask before it commuicate to my classmate, but the mask made me hard to breath !then I called my mother come and take me home.

my mom and uncle wearing mask come to pick me up and I said :'dont tell me because of me okay..?then my mom answer me :'yeah dear,safety 1st since your brother called me and told me you fever'.wth!so I just hide on my brother room for the whole day even having dinner.I justlook as a RAT btw,have to wait everyone going out for school and work only I can walk out the room !damn bored la my brother room!

14th august

my mother oversea for 5 days .

so my 1st sister curi curi drove to Ipoh find her boy,my 2nd sister curi curi gone to genting with her boy.what about me..?I had a movie with my hubby la!susah banyak la my mother. LOL

I watch ON HIS MAJESTY'S SECRET SERVICE sucked movie,I dont know what so funny it's bored.or maybe already midnight so my nerve is getting torpidity!

reach cineleisure for 8.30 and the movie start on 12.05!wth!i dont understand why so many ppl

go watch movie that day?

somemore cineleisure nothing to let us to shop of..let's tell me what will you do when you bored like hell..?

here's mine

had supper at MC Donald and did some stupidness

oh my panda so pretty cute!!!! AHEM~!don't laugh!!=.='I mean for me !.

because nothing else to do so play pool and footsball again. okay I know baby feel bored to play with me..because I damn noob on it..dont know why play manytimes also the same.

he's always pro on this


how pretty if he pro on his education as play pool?

wearing T-shirt often recently because he said I too mature .what the bull shit!anyways
I also wont forget to wear a pair heel!LOL

16th August

my mom came back from her 5days trip so had dinner at kepong manjalara with 3rd uncle aunt and ofcause my cousin !

hmm had a met with my both doggie too..my sister bring them to cut fur the week before last week!damn cute!will upload photo later.

LOL.my mother bought us a set perfume from KLIA ofcause some chocolate as well=)

the pink one is my panda favorite

versace baby versace


and this..cutie patie sample perfume!its really damn cute wei!

and it's not inside the set actually,just dont know my mom used which way to wheedled the sample out of the salegirl.
you know right,WOMEN

they will not pay without any benefits if there's the chance to let them get more.I dont know your mom,but thats mine mom

ofcauze ,there's not including some super rich aunt okay.

FRIEND_SHIP

这个贴之所以会用华语呢并不是因为心血来潮

更不是因为英语无法表达心里的感受
而是，我想会有很多人会不明白我在写什么吧！或许根本没有人看得明白

大家都知道我的英文有多差。。

该怎么说好呢？

好吧，我现在的心情并不好 我不开心 我难过
今天到家后就呆在电脑前观看了某人的部落格
大概两个小时吧

得到了一些一直以来想得到的答案

我渴望有一个人能够聍听我的感受

甚至得到她共鸣

或许我还期待她会告诉我说很开心你想通了

所以在线上告诉她了

可是一切出乎我预料

她并没有太理会

她说

不说出口的安慰比说出口的安慰更好

还是她根本不想理会？

或许那已经让她厌烦

在我还没说完前

她说了一些讽嘲冷语

不知怎的心里一酸，我根本无法再和她谈下去

我不知道她下一句会是什么

我跟她说了道别后

在关掉那聊天室的一刻，望着她写得字

我眼泪也不受控制的落下,很久没那样让我的泪流得那么顺畅痛快

也不曾为了友情
我不懂，以前三个人的无所不谈，以前三个人的一起牵手下课

感觉就像连自己的好友都变了

是因为我们太旧没见而感情变淡了

还是我还没转校时都已经没有朋友之间的默契
其实她一早就已经说过她只有一位最信任的朋友。。

但那不是我

或许她并没有当我是好友

现在发现我的朋友真的不多，更何况能够交换心事的

转校以后不时会听到朋友在说别人的坏话，就算彼此是认识的

是不是人多的地方都会这样？这让我感到畏惧

我不敢跟别人交心，害怕被出卖？

就连我好友都变了

或者这是我的问题。。？我令人讨厌？

我好像失去依靠

我并不想让人知道我朋友很少，那让我感到丢脸='(

I HEART , MV

I had been fascinated by two music video recenly..

the 1st mv is Love sex magic by Justin Timberlake & Ciara;another is Takin Back My Love by Enique Iglesias & Ciara too
Justin Timberlake & Enique are very handsome okay...especially JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE!!!!I wanna kiss him badly babe~he's so HOT and SEXY!!my heart melt everytime when I watch him in the mv.
honestly...I always can't remember how to pronouce Iglesias,always!!!no matter my friends told me how many times ,I also forget..damn hard to pronouse la...
irreproachable, Ciara's dance technique is pretty good!really really good..go search her more mv to see now!



click it out

what a perfect product by a great direactor

I WILL BE

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pian ,the tears I cried
Still you never said good bye and now I know
How far you'd you go

I know I let you down but it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see,honestly
You're the one I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe 'Cause you're here with me

And if I let you down ,I'll turn it all around
'Cause I would never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life,I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay

Without you I can't breathe
I'm not ganna ever,ever let you leave
You're all I got ,you're all I want
'Cause without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never,ever live a day without you
Here with me,do you see you're all I need?

And I will be ,all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life ,I'll be with you forever
To got you through the day and make everything okay
...............................................................................................

this is what I wanna give my Mr. Panda for our 7th monthsary.Only he can understand what the real meaning of this song for our relationship,what had happened between us.
Hope can see him tomorrow & celebrate this monthly does celebration with him.

p/s : this is a replace post & should be 1st of august
because the 1st post had been deleted by me or maybe my bro
some more my darling are the one told me that the post was lost=/
that's why I re-post the same one.

PASTA ZANMAI

hmm..I'm tired man..I think my weekend is more tired than weekdays .Spm left 98 days from now...but I still keep outting this few week..WTH..Can you just stay at home !!?!!LAW YIN THENG!!!! you're out of time to study at all!

actually I just feel sorry to me okay~I knew my mother won't mad at me even I get a pretty poor result...she already known I can't study since I studies primary school..
And she plan to let me learn make up after spm!better then I waste her money to continue my education right?yeah..all my family said that to me too~except my grand mother and aunt...sorry la...I also dont want to force myself !I hate study!atleast for now!my father told me just do what you want and interested..if not my life would become gray and meaningless..he just hope I joyful for my whole life...Your life is not consolation if you don't like your work..so they let me choose what I really want...not exellent on your education don't mean you're useless..thats what my father like to say it to me as well..I'm glad that I got this type of parents..even though they were divorce..but I always love them =)
Anyways..I just wanna pass my B.M and better can get 5 credit...thats my target...I will try my best to done it...because I really scare I will regret one day..so...atleast 5credit la...pls...may be I would regret after few years so I could continue again if I get this result..and maybe can pay myself...I believe that I will concern if I pay myself..haha..argee..?only your own money can make you treasure!

this weekend went to mid valley and KLCC for pc fair!!
okay!!!today is a damn happy day!!!BABE!!!!!!!woah!!!great!!
pc fair damn alot ppl la...crazy want ar~Federal highway already very jam yesterday!I tot thats just jam to pc fair..so he come overnight at my place last night ..then we can out early today...but actually are not for the pc fair la!!haha~


had dinner at Pasta Zanmai
haha..we purposely choose japanese food to eat because its low fat but we order alot man!just for me and my sis!ofcause~I full like hell ..you should know my sister is reducing weight..
sooooooo I ate almost of food~she just love to order~
The next will be my turn to reduce weight!

the dessert in the glass is look like mud.But yum~

Yeah!!I LOVE PLAYBOY!!

don't be green eyes with envy my Mr.Panda
haha
I just love playful boy as playful as you !