明知道不对还要走！每次都要碰钉了才知道痛！甘愿了吧？甘愿了吧？甘愿了吧？
好吧，我真的终于甘愿了。

没什么

刚睡醒就不经意的让我听见这首歌 我觉得还蛮适合我的
我不会表达 昨晚到今天我的心就停不下来了
那种久违的感觉 你让我尝到了
我不知道你是怎么能在这么短时间内做到的？我不断重复地在问自己
或许我们的心情是一样的 只是为的人不同

但不需担心什么的
我就知道我不会让自己不开心太久
最久 一天不就好了吗？=）
所以我只剩下十一个小时
然后什么都该不会再影响的了我=）

念你

我后悔我所做的一切
我真的不希望那是这么的儿戏的
我想你

imissyou

这个世界上还有另一个jfappy 吗？

Love - Hate Relationship

All right you just screw my day up and scold me because that fucking lazy pussy!!Why you work so hard for her?okay ..Is might say because you're kind of helpful person but why I never see you work so hard to find a job for others?even your nephew? Is that because her father earn 10k above aday?I wanna know is it he will give us some to spend?-Think again-

You ask me to think about if I were her?How the feeling if I couldnt find a job???
Please!Stop compare with me until you could earn 10k aday and love me as more as her father!!Are you tot that she will feel sad about it?!If yes..she will not doing nothing after her high school even she's 21st now!
You said I more arrogant since I got a job but think again is that I never help????how many times I ask my manager about this..?Done her a resume somemore? Nat asked me not to be too busybody then now only i regret!

I was so willing to help until you told me that get the email from your manager then we could send by OURSELF!!
If you were the boss would you use this lazy bump who will not to send her resume by herself and only know sitting there to waiting the call?-think again-
Yes..they said they need ppl to help much ,do you think before why they still havent call until now?We will never know what did susan told them?Dont forget her resume was sent from YOUR mail box!!I BET she will never been used since my manager got the call from you!

You will never know how hurt is the way you talk to me.This is not the 1st time!
You always never thought before you talk to me!Yes I know I were ant or might nothing for you.
This is what everyone can see.
Do you know the feeling everytime those aunties pull me to the kitchen and ask me whisperly : hey,he doesnt seem like very love you huh?This is what you didnt know they asked me when I was young!Could you imagine this was how hurt to a child?AND NOW YOU SCOLD BECAUSE THAT PUSSY!

You made me to accept this fate when I was young ,
You made me stronger at the same time.

爱情

有时候女人宁可被欺骗爱情 也不希望被伤了自尊心
而无论谁
同一个女人相好了两三天就离开她
不管给这种关系的决裂找出什么理由
总要伤害那个女人的自尊心

忘了告诉过自己多少遍 别再心动 别再心动
无论我尽了多少努力 一遇见你所有的努力也都白费了

我还很珍惜每次和你交谈 见面 亲吻
虽然大家都明白 只不过处在你内心深处的寂寞在作祟而已
你不需要我 只需要一个人陪伴
正如我需要你 但不是永远的需要

每当和你亲吻拥抱 那感觉更强烈 我感觉你真的寂寞 你内心还有个她
说真的 我还真讨厌自己的第六感

你的离开我从不感到意外 伤心
不过总有些心疼 总会让我一两天不能专心上班
知道你告诉你朋友 我们只是朋友 心也只痛了一会儿
因为一切已被预料在内

我不爱你 因为你不是我要的
但我喜欢你 更想念你
对你就是那么的有感觉 尽管我们已认识了彼此那么久
从第一次见你就觉得你很特别
喜欢你咯咯的笑 喜欢你大颠大废的样子
像个小孩
可能是因为我从不可能爱上一个不踏实的男人 所以你特别

你让我有想放肆不顾后果的感觉 觉得原来爱也可以很简单
不过我痛恨上天让我那么早就明白 有感觉不能换来白米饭
也感恩 因为是它让我跌得没那么疼

是你的冷淡告诉我 我的任务又再次完成

因为清楚了解所以对你的一切
从来都不想过问 也不反对

傻的多么希望你妈不时会把我用过的沐浴露放在你家的浴室
我用的香水作促销 让你逛街经过 也会不轻易的想起

说真的我不喜欢那么多情情爱爱出现在我的部落格

BRAND NEW

I think this blog will not be updated often after this.

Since I done my last paper of last year I'd WASTED 182 days! its mean 6 month and more!I've got doing nth during this holiday!no part time no study .However ,I just wanna say my longest holiday gotta end on the day after tomorrow because I got my job!my very 1st full time job..hooo0ray!I'm pretty exicted now!

okay I know..I suppost to be further study make up now ,

just that my mom and dad suggest me to find a job to get to know more about this B4 I regret!I know sound like wasting time..I tot at 1st but then will parents try to set thier child up..?no right!?so I just follow=D

hmm...what else?!I got my driving test tomorrow!I must pass!if not i surely speechless for the'useless me'!!!I seriously got no time!A 18 years and 9 months baby havent even get a driving license!=.=really kill me la!so wish me luck and good bless me!

wish me all the best for my new journey too!

with love.

Isosickofeverything

好吧 我心情真的失落的不得了 经过刚刚的一场对话 我简直想要崩溃

知道当一只被困在笼子里的小狗遇见了在外头走得慢条斯理的猫会怎么样吗

小狗只会在里头发狂似的不停乱吠 而猫儿呢就更加的得意在狗儿面前逛呀逛 让狗儿继续捉狂

每当看到这种情形 我都会心想 狗儿真的有够愚蠢 明知它是特地的哪有何必那么费气 不过可笑的是我现在的心情却和小狗一样 我真想扯烂你们的假面具 很可悲对吧

说真的对于你们我真的不知道该如何面对 你们那有意无心的问候让我窒息！我猜不透有什么事情发生了 却没有人愿意告诉我怎么了 每次都只会得到一句 你想多了 但我却清楚明白真的有事 情形看来那是我引起的问题 只不过到现在我还是想不通我哪里出现问题了 我只是心想如果真的真的那么多不满可以告诉我或完全不理我 也别像个双面人在我面前嬉皮笑脸 或许背后已经已经在笑我笨蛋 可以撤下你们的面具吗 感觉有点后悔为何当初遇到双面人时我与他们断绝联系 要不然我想我会懂的如何面对 曾有人告诉过我 踏出社会以后遇到的每一个人都是如此 但我们还小不是吗 只不过还是刚离开校园的小伙子 有必要这样吗 还是该感谢上天让我先来个练习

或许有人会想 就为了那一点小事不那么心烦 将来还有更多路要走

说真的我的人遇不了挫折

一旦被拒绝我需要很长的时间来恢复信心

像每次被父母拒绝我也不会再有第二次的请求和默默接受 我爸说这种人永远不会成功

我也不懂得如何控制情绪 每当遇上问题我只想哭 爸说我是容易激动的人

我容易爱上一个人 容易得 过程不超过两秒 但却需要用很长时间来忘掉 我现实但我还幼稚

我想念一个人但明知不适合 因为那就是那么轻易得

小时候也常常以为 上天是公平的 我以为我的EQ 很高 因为我的IQ一直都低于正常人的水平 我的吸收力差 成绩更不曾处过高峰期 原来两者我都只是处在低水平

像我下定决心了学好英文 在这之前 我的英文不但没学好 华语还退步了 真的觉得自己很没用

不过很多时候我还真的相信上天的疼爱我的 像有些事情错过了 我会更感恩 我相信它只是不想我得到跟多的伤害

但偏偏我现在还是感到不开心

有想过变得颓废 变得不顾一切 作一切自己想做的 就算会毁了一切 就连自己的贞节 但我不喜欢后悔的感觉

我的心像被缩成一团 感觉和3年前失恋时感觉一样 呼吸不了 解释不了的心情 想找个人谈但没有人明白

一样的生活作息 但脸上的痘痘狂生 体重狂降 这次唯一不同的 我没哭 是进步了吗

我只想找一个完全不认识我的人谈心事 因为 我真的常常感到不快乐 身边的人或许早已厌倦 还有 我爱面子

必须学会习惯

Love hurt

*click to enlarge*

A meaningful picture my sis found on facebook!
this may what everyone thinking.


Beside this,i got somthing to share too!I pass my undang in 3rd time I got the test!haha!nobody will understand whats my feel okay...I took almost 5 moths to study but atleast no under table money la!Actually I wish to just that my mom dont let..so yeah..
hmm..what else...?this will be my best gift for my mom on Mother's day!LOL
mummy,get what I mean?=)

《两个人分手之后做了朋友》

如果两个人分手之后做了朋友,那说明我从来没爱过你，
如果两个人分手以后依旧可以做分手之前做的事,那说明我

想让你记住我，
如果两个人分手之后我不再见你并大声说我恨你,那说明我不舍得离开你，
如果两个人分手之后在彼此的世界消失了,那说明我真的爱你。



分手时,沉默是最好的问题,最圆满的答案.

恋爱是甜蜜的,分手是难免的.谁不是哭过几次,痛过几次,才找到最后的爱.分手是必经的,但有些问题不必问.



1.不要问:为什么要分手.

无论答案是什么,都是你难以接受的原因.



2.不要问:你有没有爱过我.

爱过如何,未爱过又如何,总之这一刻就是不爱.



3.不要问:我做错了些什么.

爱不是讲对错,而是讲感觉.相爱是谈情,不是讲理.当爱的感觉已经不存在,对或错又可以挽回些什么?



4.不要问:我有什么不好.她有什么好.我有什么比不上她.

何必逼对方,再一次侮辱你,打击你的自信心.



5.不要问:难道你不记得我们以前快乐的日子了么.

她/他要离开你,就是因为她/他要现在的快乐,和将来的快乐.



6.不要问:不如我们重新来过.

这个哀求,只会让对**得你更可怜,更卑微.



7.不要问:我们以后还可不可以做朋友.

这样拖泥带水,对方只会感到厌烦.

爱是最美好的记忆.爱过了,
曾经拥有过了,就要学会知足,何必为难对方,让曾经的美好变了味道.
让她/他曾经给过的温柔成为孤独时温暖自己的美妙的回忆.
回忆是美丽的…珍藏走过的轨迹…握紧现有幸福…

Do you realise who is the one you love most?I think I know mine=)

aboutthesewhatcouldputintoyourmouth

OMITSU

Here's the place I love to head to!

a japaness restaurant @Damansara Jaya.The food was so nice ,freash and the most important is they selling with a reasonable price=)

Salmon sushi,love one**

what must be ordered by us everytime we been there.

A salmon sushi only for 2 bucks!I know everywhere same as this price but can you see how thick of the salmon..?

cold noodles

Vege's Tempura

I could been there twice a week my sis kim went there thrice a week!Waitress there could recognice kim now=)

3/6 Saturday

My 1st time shisha session @Lenka Lenka'Bukit Bintang.we should be head to dragon fly with carine's collague but its just seem like too bored for us.
Thats why I suggest them to shisha.I'd learned how to play it, seem like finally I could smoke now!
I have so much fun with it and much suffer after that! I just vomit like a crab !

seeing him the shisha pro!

shisha uncountable with his friends!Im just like a child infront him and carine.Carine smoke it so well even this was her 1st time too!

wuhooo!the left want funny!

my favorite photo of the night=)

CONVERSATION

phew~Finally feeling better after a sleep,I just get to know shisha actually can make me vomit..I dont know why?

had watching Alice in wonderland 3D yesterday ,I love the creative of those make up artist but the story wasn't really interesting because I already know the story since pre-school.I trusted everyone too.oh yeah..I love the red queen and white queen too=)

I have been invited to wing wai's cousin 's wedding !Thats almost 2 month before.

almost seen all the wingwai's father side relative

BENEDICKs

sharon.kis wen
*Bangsar Shopping center*

wing wai's cousin sister-in-law is penangian,there's the reason we got a 3days 2 nights trip=)

I didnt bought slipper cause us wore this to the beach!cool right!

wrote by me

Gurney drive

we been there to have some walk after the wedding dinner.play little baby kite too!lol..

*panda*

Our zodiac

there are two rainbow just that my camera suck=)

fool

can't believe that I will fool again

*It will be never and EVER again*

can nothing more than twice

alltheluckwillcometomeonthisyearoftiger!

GONG XI FARK CAI & HAPPY LOVEBIRD"S DAY

to all the guys that I knew and I didnt.

O.P.I BIG APPLE RED is on my nail now just for our new year.

I just had manicure my nail at COLOUR CULTURE @ OU with my mom last night.Actually I really can't feel the 1st day of cny will be get start when I open my eyes in the morning,exspecialy valentine's too.I think all the feel of valentine's day has cover by cny =)...!so guess what..?I still havent prepare a gilf or any suprise to him..LOL..anyway,I know I will meet him tomorrow=)

Hmm...the 1st year that I didn't have reunion with my dad ,too rush for today.we used to have reunion lunch with mother and reunion dinner with dad but then 5 somethingI still in midvalley doing the thing what all the girls like to do the most with natnat...so yeah..visit my dad tomorrow and get angpao la.

my mother has invited panda and his sis to join us today too....he reach my house 4 and the dinner start on 8!omg...so he just eat a little bit then have to rush back to home..you know right,not only I got a family.=)

Its time for sleep=)...have to be pretty pretty tomorrow mah..nights guys

MY CHIRISMAS EVE TIL END OF THE YEAR'09

Aloha!!

I know I always slower than the rest=/Its almost 2 month since chrismas.Look back to my last post already one month ago,I have 76253582752736 things to busy seriously.

so lets talk back my chrismas eve.

I have to say a million sorry to teck lai here,I almost screw his trip up..

He ask me meet on around 12 o'clock but I have to asked my mom for the chrismas Malacca trip with wing wai's family ,so I 'd to have breakfast with my mother at my mother's customer's coffee shop opening in sungai wang. Then guess what..?I met teck lai around 4 la.damn right..I always the late one.

**some pictures of chrismas & newyear eve party were tagged to my facebook**

Brought him to taste the feeling of take ktm=)

the guy never try b4..

you can see he's really love to posing
**left pic is cute*

my wing wai's gift for me=)





MALACCA TRIP
home at 5 in the morning from tatt mun house and wake up at 9!!super duper crazy.

2 days 1 night

a very very short trip but this was our 1st trip la..

we suppost to head to 5days 4 night penang trip after my last paper of spm!Thanks to wing wai's collage decide to cut their holiday last minute!!!

The elder one is missing who still in UK
if not you can see all his family are look a like

Malacca river

His father's favorite Cendol with malacca sugar.

got more photo sent to me by wing wai's father
but give me a reson what for I still upload to my blog if all had tagged to my facebook..?

27th of dec

went to pavillion just for TOOK PICTURE,not kidding want!I told my family so much so much times that pavillion was really nice ..finally we all free on this day.(nat missing)
Had my fried prawn mee also la,now in pavillion food court too not only singapore!

All the smoothy pic took by my mum..

The stupid kim just keep saying:the red light nice ,the blue light nice,the purple light nice!!!almost all the colour nice for her!so what..I cought the red want but she didnt=)LOL

I dont understand why my brother just always love to act my bf...

what a big different after Issac changed his' fashion' hair!

laughing**laughing**

my beloved yipo beside me=)

gonna act again=S

STARHILL the nicest chrismas tree for me

the last day of 2009/the 365 days of my relationship=)

cut my hair and promiss myself will never go back to cut my hair at OU!!!the stupid hair stylist cut my hair more more and more ugly everytimes!this is my shortest hair style I think!

cheesey cheesey made me crazy!

Wai Hong booked full house table for us at 9!thats why we ta pao pizza 1st!

wing wai has curi curi booked a table at HILTON HOTEL to give me a surprice but luckily he told me with cant stand !I think the most what we need to do is SAVE MONEY!!

so choosed to FULL HOUSE beacuse my sis told me their seafood pasta is so nice!

lets see the new year eve menu!what made me dizzy!

a drink ,a dessert that couldn't be choose and only 3 main dishes to choose

The 2 of 3 main dishes.

the chair cant fit wing wai's big ass!LOL

took picture at the roof top!LOL

hey..anybody home??

I tell you..all the driver on the road keep look up here..they just wonder why got a idiot stand on the roof top!LOL

took a picture with the half klcc

Harrypotter 's spec

meet up with namewee!LOL....I will always remember we all keep sweating when hong's brother call him to said that we wanna take picture with him...hong's bro is his working partner.

we made him do this

love bird!

such a good wife=)

me, Angel

its 3.11 am now..I facing my blog almost 4 hour..so yeah...head to bed now!tata!